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‘What’s this all about then?’ A few more thoughts on drawing

'Assynt coast line', Pen, 2009, 28 x 21 cm

'Assynt coast line', Pen, 2009, 28 x 21 cm

As I think I’ve said in the past; when I’m painting, the door to my studio is always open. I really like the idea that people can come into the studio and see work being produced. Of course it leaves one open to all sorts of criticism and comment, but that really doesn’t bother me and indeed people often come out with some very interesting ideas.

A couple of weeks ago though, I heard a chap who’d been looking doubtfully at one of my new very simple pastel on gesso line drawings, say, “What’s this all about then”? I guess it might be a good idea to try and put down here a few of my thoughts about the drawings I do.

Drawing is for me a fundamental part of everything I work on. There are many facets to it but the most important one for me is that it is about looking and the way in which I interpret what I see. When I was fully sighted, I did a lot of observational drawing, working on still life, life drawing and outdoor subjects. I’ll be honest, I was never the greatest draughtsman but like most students at the end of their art degree, I knew one end of a pencil from another and could produce some reasonable drawings.

'From Conival', Pastel on gesso, 2010, 45 x 46 cm

'From Conival', Pastel on gesso, 2010, 45 x 46 cm

The practise of having to look and think made drawing a very important activity for me. In doing this, one tends to look in a different way. You side-step your brain a little and instead of seeing structure as you think it ought to look (associating it with it’s name or use) you look at what it actually is, what it’s constituent parts are. This way of looking has helped me appreciate beauty in so many things. I look at everyday objects and enjoy them simply for what they are. In art, I love Carl Andre’s infamous bricks and the stunning simplicity of Richard Sera’s ‘Berlin block for Charlie Chaplin’….a huge cube of rusting forged metal.

Drawing then, helped me to look at things in a slightly different way. As my sight started to deteriorate, the view I had, became much more simplistic. After all this time trying to teach myself to look beyond the immediate detail, I suddenly found that this bothersome detail no longer existed …the world I now saw was made out of simpler rather vaguely shaped structure and space. Through the many years of drawing, I’ve become used to thinking about my surroundings in this way and so it wasn’t so difficult adapting to my new view. In a strange way, drawing has actually helped me come to terms with my visual impairment.

'On Rannoch Moor', Pen, 2009, 28 x 21 cm

'On Rannoch Moor', Pen, 2009, 28 x 21 cm

The simple line drawings I do are done for a number of reasons. When working outside using a pen, the primary purpose is to make me look at the landscape I’m in. As I said on the short video, it’s quite a bazaar process. Having just a little bit of sight in one (my right) eye, I have to hold a monocular up to this eye with my left hand and then try and sketch with my right hand …occasionally looking down to see what I’ve got. The finished sketched are rather hit and miss, but as scribbled as they are they do help me remember the scene for future reference and some of them in this rather random way are beautiful in their own right. The pastel on gesso drawings are worked from these outdoor sketches and are about my trying to create simple but beautiful compositions in line. Although I like to do these drawings for their own sake, they are also used to work out the compositions for my paintings.

'Winter slopes, Glen Lyon', Oil pastel, 50 cm (w) x 54cm (h)

'Winter slopes, Glen Lyon', Oil pastel, 50 cm (w) x 54cm (h)

Drawing then is something that is embedded in most of what I do. It helps me see my surroundings, it has taught me to appreciate beauty in simple structure and it allows me to record these things. Above all, drawing a line has taught me about composition – possibly one of the most important things in my work.

Making plans

157 'On Ghlas Beinne, Rannoch Moor', Acrylic & Pastel, 2010, 76 x 23 cm

Work In Progress: 'On Ghlas Beinne, Rannoch Moor'

No walks in beautiful snow covered glens and mountains this week I’m afraid. It’s been one of paint and paperwork. We’re now half way through March and there’s much to do before leaving for Speyer in early May …not least of which is to arrange flights out and back. The place where I’ll be living and working is being used for an exhibition until May 9, so I needed to get a flight as soon as possible after that. My partner Anita took on the job of booking the flights on-line and after much time she had everything sorted …except for some reason when it actually came to booking ….the system wouldn’t work! After a few choice words we decided to go into the travel agent the next morning and have them do the work. So then, I’ll be going out on 11th May.

One of the really difficult parts of this trip for me will be finding my way around, learning where the shops I need are, where the items in them are, …in other words finding out about all the day to day things that normally you can just use your eyes for! To help with this, Nita is travelling out with me and will stay for the first two weeks. After living with me and my fuzzy eye for over twenty years, she is a great guide …not just on the hill but perhaps more importantly in everyday situations. With a bit of luck in those first couple of weeks I can get myself orientated, get my studio set up and start to explore my surroundings.

158 'Blackmount, winter', Acrylic & Pastel, 2010, 76 x 23 cm

Work In progress: 'Blackmount, winter'

Mike Lauter of the Speyer arts association said that navigation around the city would be easy for me as the cathedral is at one end and there’s a tower at the other end …..and the house / studio is somewhere in between them! Sounds great. As for getting my gear over there, I’ll be arranging to have it sent out by courier a short time before we leave. We had thought about driving over with all the gear but the expense would be pretty high especially as my local courier will send 20kg packages to Germany for just ten pounds. A few well packed boxes of gear should be enough for a few months and anything forgotten will just have to be done without!

The work for the exhibitions is coming on well. I’ve now got the seven paintings completed for the spring exhibition at the Athol Gallery in Dunkeld and just need to get a couple of pieces framed. I’m currently working on two long thin 76 x 23 cm paintings that will be for the Blairmore Gallery show in the summer. One of these is based on our day over on Arran the other month and is worked in diagonal bands of colour that mimic the bands of rock, snow and grass that we saw in Glen Rosa. This painting is almost complete and indeed I have it hanging in an old temporary frame in the studio at the moment. I like to do this with all my pictures. It allows me to see them better and gives me some time while I’m working on other paintings, to decide as to whether they’re finished or not …and if not, what needs doing to them.

159 'Winter bands, Glen Rosa', Acrylic & Pastel, 2010, 76 x 23 cm

Work In Progress: 'Winter bands, Glen Rosa'

The week ends with another trip up to the Strathearn Gallery to collect the three unsold works at the end of the show, and then to drive across country to Pittenweem to drop off the three new pieces for the Fisher Gallery. We’ve never been over to the Fife coast before so it’ll make a nice change and it’ll be great to see the gallery and to meet John Fisher. Hopefully the rain and gales forecast for the next few days will have passed through by Sunday and we’ll get a chance to see some more of this splendid Scottish landscape.

Help Required

Last week I was contacted by Jean and Hilary, the two former owners of the successful Gallimaufry Gallery in Blairmore, near Dunoon.  They explained that they were organising a sale of artwork in Oban, in order to raise funds for the relief effort in Haiti, following the recent devastating earthquake there.  They asked if I would be interested in taking part and if I could let them have a piece of work for the sale.  This is a great opportunity to support those who do the real work and so the only question for me was which painting to donate for the sale.  I wanted something that was quite bright, something that would hopefully catch the eye and in the end decided on a painting that has developed over a number of years. 

 

'Below Ben Oss, winter', Acrylic & Pastel, 2006 - 9, 76 x 23 cm

'Below Ben Oss, winter'

Interestingly I originally did this painting for a show organised by Jean and Hilary at Gallimaufry a number of years ago.  I’ve had the painting in my studio ever since and have always like the colours but as time has gone by and my work has developed, I’ve felt I could improve it.  I’ve never really been one for that ‘don’t go back to a painting once it’s finished’ malarkey and so a few months ago I decided to‘re-work’ it.  As I’ve said in previous blogs, my work is very gradually erring more towards the abstract and is certainly more painterly.  I’ve been using broad sweeps of paint in many of the more recent works and this is how I’ve‘re-worked’ this painting.  The basic underlying structure is still there, but a new semi translucent diagonal sweep of blue / purple, has completely changed the composition.  I am very pleased with this new version and hope someone at the Oban sale will like it too.

 

The work will be part of the sale which will take place on:

SATURDAY 27TH FEBRUARY AT THE REGENT HOTEL IN OBAN – FROM 2.00 – 7.00PM

 

Many artists will be taking part, so if you can get along your support will be much appreciated.  Full details of the event below.  If you are an artist yourself and would like to take part in the sale, please contact the organiser Jean Thompson by email:  jean_thompson47@yahoo.co.uk

 

Help for Haiti

To raise much needed funds to relieve the suffering of people in the devastated island of Haiti, an Art Sale will be held on Saturday 27th Feb. in the Regent Hotel, Oban from 2.00-7.00pm. Many Scottish artists will take part to make a truly eclectic collection of works.

Among those is Elizabeth Bruce, a Scottish contemporary artist whose painting style is representational but not photorealist. She has worked in all media on a variety of subjects, usually concentrating on acrylics – still life, treescapes, figures, interiors and landscapes. In January 2003 she was elected a member of the Glasgow Society of Women Artists. Her work has been shown in various galleries in Argyll, as well as the RGI Kelly Gallery and the Lillie Gallery, both in Glasgow, and the Torrance Gallery in Edinburgh. Elizabeth likes to keep her work within the Affordable Art bracket and prices start as low as £25 for an unframed lino-cut, while paintings are all between £140 and £500.

Sue Challis has lived and worked on the West Coast of Scotland for over twenty years. Educated in North London, she qualified as a lecturer in craft and design and youth leadership.   She now concentrates on acrylic painting and pen & ink drawing. When she is not painting, Sue and her husband run the Raven Trust sending containers of aid, medical, educational and small business start-up equipment to Malawi. Sue loves the bright colours and dancing light of the North West Coast of Scotland and this is passionately evoked in her work.

Aiming to be there in person is award winning artist, Keith Salmon. Keith combines his twin passions of hill walking and landscape painting in his work. What makes him truly remarkable, though, is that he lost much of his sight almost 20 years ago. Despite these “difficulties”, his work won the Jolomo Award for Scottish Landscape Painting in 2009. Describing some of his visits with partner Anita to some wild and remote glens and summits, under all conditions throughout all four seasons, Keith says “Even with my fuzzy vision this is a truly wonderful and stunning landscape. In my paintings I try to capture something of these incredible places, something of their sheer scale, complexity and beauty.”

This sale of art is being organised by 2 former gallery owners who will donate all profits to Mary’s Meals for their ongoing work in Haiti. Many of the artists are donating the full sale price of their works to the appeal. One such is Calum MacFarlane-Barrow whose son Magnus runs this international movement from Dalmally. The following news update comes from their web page.

“Mary’s Meals has been working in Haiti since 2006 providing meals for over 12 000 children in schools in Cite Soleil, Gonaives and Hinche.    We now know that our seven schools in Cite Soleil have been damaged, but not destroyed. We will be working to help repair and rebuild these schools, to support their pupils and to assist with the wider recovery in the capital in any way we can.

In the city of Hinche, we have started to provide food and medical supplies for earthquake victims and their families who have arrived looking for food and treatment. Many have nothing but the clothes on their backs and these regional hospitals are now over-flowing as well. When local stocks run out, as we expect them to soon, we will make arrangements for aid to be brought in from the Dominican Republic.

It is becoming clear that the recovery effort in Haiti will need to be long term and widespread. Anything at all that you can give to help us will be appreciated.”

Please come along to this event to help this cause and maybe pick up a prized original art work. Prices will suit all pockets from £1 art cards to the much bigger paintings.

The art of organising scribble

1.7 'Early Morning', Pastel, 2003, 45 x 45cm

'Early Morning' - 2003

The realisation that I could still scribble was a huge turning point for me in the lengthy period of readjustment and re-learning I was doing after my sight started to deteriorate around 20 years ago.  I had always loved drawing and see it as one of the fundamental basics behind all my artwork.   Before the fuzzy eyes arrived my drawings varied enormously, from quite tight observational drawings usually of or planning for the sculpture I was then making, to loose and simple sketches done outside and more considered studio based pieces using a lot of colour.  All of them though were dealing with one main issue, that of composition.

I can’t honestly say that I made the jump to scribble and more importantly organising scribble in a sudden moment of inspiration.  I don’t think things really work like that.  I can’t remember quite how the transition took place but I do know and remember distinctly doing the drawing ‘Early morning’ and realising immediately that I’d just gone a long way to confounding the visual impairment with regards to my efforts to continue creating half decent bits of art work again…

‘This was the first of my ‘organised scribbles’. I drew this after a particularly beautiful early morning walk through the countryside near Irvine. The low early sun was so bright that I could see very little, just the vague shapes of odd trees and shrubs amidst the summer grasses’.

This drawing was created using hard, water soluble pastels.  The drawing is built up in layers of scribbled pastel line, starting with very light and pale colours and gradually developing the drawing using brighter and darker ones.  Putting down the first few layers is a pretty soul destroying and time consuming task and one which I’m always grateful for having one of the RNIB talking book machines and a good book to listen too!  Once through this stage, the interesting part starts, I can work out what’s happening and where I’m going with the drawing.  For me, the great thing about working in this fashion was that I’d found a way of working that didn’t need much sight but that still had the appearance of being quite detailed.

1.8  'Riverside, evening', pastel,

'Riverside, evening'

These early drawings were nearly all based on the local Irvine landscape and townscape.  The harbourside where my studio is situated is a wonderful place, changing in mood from hour to hour as the tides ebb and flow and the weather moves in off the Firth of Clyde.  The light, just like in the hills, is constantly changing but it’ never dull …even on the dullest of days.  It can be equally stunning on a day of gales and rain as on a beautiful summer’s day.  It was then for a while the focus of many of my new drawings.

On The Hills

Of course by this stage I was walking the hills regularly and I started to turn my attention towards using these trips as the source for my work.  At the time I couldn’t really figure out a way of doing paintings about these wild places.  My early efforts were pretty dire to say the least.  I was trying to paint them in a more traditional manner and had to use magnifiers to have some idea of what I was doing.  This was a frustrating time for me as I realised that the hills were what I wanted to paint, but I just didn’t know how to go about it.  The early attempts were trying to paint something that I didn’t actually see.  Then I figured out that I needed to try and paint the fuzzy patterns and atmosphere as I now experienced the landscape..and what better way then to use my scribbled line to create this.  So then, I started to scribble onto these paintings, creating a fine of veil on the surface of the paintings.

'From the slopes of Sgorr nam Fiannaidh, Glen Coe', Oil & Pastel, 2004 - 2006, 85 x 49cm, Ref: 22

'From the slopes of Sgorr nam Fiannaidh, Glen Coe' 2004-2006

One of the first of these pieces was a largish painting that tried to capture the brief moment as the cloud broke while we were descending the upper slopes of Sgorr nam Fiannnaidh above Glencoe and Loch Leven.  It wasn’t the complete answer but it did produce a painting that was much more about my experience of being in the hills.  There was and still is, much to do in developing my ways of working, but the organised scribble and its move onto the paint surface was the starting point for much of the work I now do.

Back in Business!

'Every one a critic!'

'Every one a critic!'

On Sunday last, the pipes at the Courtyard studios finally thawed out, and surprisingly there were no burst pipes or floods.  It was a great relief and on Monday morning I moved my painting gear back down and got back to normality …whatever that is!

The pipes were frozen for just on two weeks and I found it very strange working away from my studio space.  For this time I was working in a spare corner of the spare room in our house.  It was rather cramped and I didn’t have much space …but, I did have water to make coffee and I didn’t have to wander along the road in order to use the toilets in the Harbour Arts Centre.  So then, it wasn’t too bad, although the room I was working in happens to be the one the cat spends most of his day sleeping in and so we had a few falling outs over the two weeks!  This was due mainly to me keeping him awake with my cursing every time I mixed the wrong colour or lost the particular pastel I was using.

One thing the temporary move did point out though, was just how much I rely on everything being in their places.  At the studio I have a place for everything.  I can’t see things well enough to look for them when I need them …so I have to be able to find them by memory.  Now, as anyone who’s visited my studio will tell you, I certainly don’t keep it tidy.  It’s a bit of a tip to be honest, but, that said, it is usually an organised tip!  I know exactly where amongst the rubble on my desk, to lay my hands on the tape measure or the scissors.  So long as I keep to this routine, I can move about and work quite quickly.  Of course, if someone comes into the studio and distracts me and I put something down in the wrong place, then it’s usually a ten minute job finding again once the visitor has gone.

This then was what I found working from the room in the house …I didn’t have set places for my gear and so I spent all the time I wasn’t arguing with the cat, searching for the right paint or pastel.'December afternoon, Rannoch Moor'

Surprisingly enough then, I managed to get two paintings completed in my spell in the spare room.  Not big paintings, but finished all the same.  The first piece was one of my long thin (76 x 23 cm) paintings.  This is the first of a number of pictures I’m hoping to produce based on the short day we had on Rannoch Moor back just before Christmas.  The second painting was one I’ve wanted to do for a while now.  It is based on a day last year when we were over on the Isle of Arran and got caught in a series of heavy rain showers.  They made the hills look splendid especially in the early morning light and this is one of what I hope to be a number of works on a similar theme.

'Passing shower, Isle of Arran',

In the end, quite a good and productive couple of weeks in my make shift studio.  I was though glad to get back to the proper one on the harbour side …. and I think the cat is glad I’ve gone too!

Promotion, promotion, promotion…

In 1983 I completed my degree in Fine Art at Falmouth School of Art and travelled north to set up a studio with fellow Falmouth student Keith Barrett – now a leading name in British environmental sculpture. At the time I was pretty green behind the ears, with great ideas of ‘being an artist’. And I worked hard at my sculpture and drawing but never even considered that I needed to do more than simply make art …even if it wasn’t too bad. Needless to say, three years later and much in debt, I had to leave the p/t MA Fine Art course I was doing in Newcastle in a desperate search for work …and some kind of money. The only mitigating factor was that this was 1986 and Thatcher and her government were ransacking the country and its work force. But I couldn’t blame my failure on that …as much as I would have liked to. It was much more because I really hadn’t got the idea that for people to buy my work …they had to know it existed. It was no good sitting in a studio all day simply making art.

Now, one would have thought that I would have learnt …but no, while I did all sorts of jobs, working in youth hostels, kitchens, cleaning caravans etc, I still carried on with my art …but still hidden away. As my sight started to fail in 1990, I set up another studio, this time with my partner Anita (newly qualified from a two year ceramic design course, but still we put all our efforts into the product and failed to realise we had to promote what we were doing. And again we failed …closing the studio after about three years.

By the late 1990’s after a period where I’d spent all my spare time trying to re-learn how to work with rapidly diminishing sight, we moved to Scotland and I started once again to try and exhibit work. Even so I was still going down the same line, making the work but really not pushing myself. Finally though when I took on a WASPS studio on the harbourside in Irvine I took the first tentative step …I decided right from the start that I’d have my studio door ‘open’, I’d put a sign outside and invite passers by in to see the work. It wasn’t much, but people started to notice my work …and, you never quite know (even on Irvine harbour side) quite who will walk by and see your sign.

In 2004 a local chap wandered into the studio and after looking at the work announced that he was an art promoter living and working in Columbia, and he said to keep in contact. Well, I still hadn’t learnt, and although I kept his card ..I never got back in touch. Thankfully, on his next visit to Scotland in 2008 …he wandered back. After a lengthy talk he suggested we work together, he talked about the need to promote myself as well as my work, a concept that rather sheepishly I was still only just grasping. We talked internet, websites, galleries, press releases …and finally the penny dropped!

I still spend much of my time painting and drawing, but now I spend a lot of time on the computer, writing articles, writing this blog, visiting galleries, getting involved with various projects etc …in short, getting my name and ugly mug out there as much as possible. And it’s starting to work. The website is getting busier, people are starting to contact me; a momentum is starting to build.

The latest little project is to make a short video, a sort of 4 – 5 minute advert about myself, my work and my love of the hills. It’s been fun making it, even sat outside on a snowy hillside sketching while Jim Crossan the film man did his work. The video, partially funded by North Ayrshire Council, is nearly finished. It’s to go on my website as well as being made into quality DVDs to send out to galleries and potential customers. The point is I guess, that it doesn’t matter how good your work is; if the public don’t know it exists and they don’t know anything about the artist, then you’re really going to struggle. It’s been almost 27 years since I left Falmouth School of Art and finally I’m starting to get it right, things are starting to happen. Watch this space!

Interesting Times: An Artist´s Life

Work in progressIt’s been an interesting day today, partly because of the weather and partly because of the work.

I realised this morning that it has been just over five months since I picked up the Jolomo award …and of course the financial reward that came with it.  But you know, it’s been strange because I’ve actually found it difficult spending some of the prize.

I’ve been working as an artist on a full or part time basis all my adult life …certainly since leaving art school back in the mid 1980’s …..and typically, almost all of that time, I’ve been near enough skint.

In Newcastle upon Tyne where I had my first studio after leaving Falmouth School of Art, I had so little cash that all my work was made out of the contents of skips.  I worked as a sculptor then and the local builders working on Grey St, used to leave out any half decent bits of wood for me.  My drawings were all done on the back of old vinyl wall paper (I still have some of these …and they’ll probably last longer than the normal bits of white cartridge).

Even when I was working full time (doing a ‘proper’ job as my father put it) I still had little or no cash to spend on expensive art materials ..the type of jobs I could get with an art degree being somewhat limited in west Wales in the early 1990’s.  For most of these years my sketch books were the cheapest of kiddies drawing pads ..soft grainy yellow absorbent paper ….wonderful stuff, although you just had not to mind the pictures of Tom and Jerry on the cover!

By the mid nineties I’d had to give up my job as my sight was so bad …and for the next few years I carried on using the cheapest of materials, a veritable recycler even in those days, painting boards from the skip, paint, often left over from decorating.

Acrylic paints and big brushes

And so ….suddenly I can go out and buy whatever materials I like.  Well that’s the theory anyway.  The thing is that I’ve been so used to making do with as little as possible that it seemed quite odd today when it dawned on my that I needn’t worry about using a lot of paint …I could just go order some more.  It’s great to be in this position but in a way I’m glad that I’ve learnt to make do in the past …you really don’t need the complete contents of the art shop to do your work …not if you really want to do it.  You can always find something to use.  That said, I’m off now to order some more pots of heavy bodied acrylic paint …fantastic sticky stuff packed full of pigment.  This I guess is what the award is all about …giving you the freedom to develop your work, risk more experimental work and above all, not worry about it! Relax…

From the studio door ...high tideOh yer, the weather.  It poured all day …and is still pouring.   From my studio door I could watch the high tide racing in and completely covering the saltings opposite.  It was a wonderful spectacle,.  An interesting place to work …in very interesting times.

RSA Annual Exhibition: the “Nature of the Beast”

'NW from Conival, May', Acrylic & Pastel, 2009, 80 x 80 cmOn Friday 23rd October my partner Anita and I drove across to Edinburgh in order to hand in the two paintings I was entering for the RSA Annual Exhibition. 

Of course, things are never quite as simple as that!  We really don’t know Edinburgh well, especially the roads and with my not being able to see a map clearly, even with a powerful magnifier, it makes finding anywhere somewhat interesting.  Back in May I’d had to take work to George St in Edinburgh as part of the Jolomo Award and we’d found that if you get there early enough you can get parking.  So then, not being confident that we could find our way to the RSA, we decided to head for George St early enough to get a parking space, and then carry the paintings from there.  Seemed like a good plan …but of course we missed a turn somewhere on our way into Edinburgh and ended up driving around the city centre …eventually finding a car park somewhere below the castle.  This left us a 20 minute walk through the gardens with two quite large and heavy paintings …but not too bad.

On Friday 30th October I received an email from RSA saying that regrettably my two paintings had not been selected and that I’d need to collect them on the Saturday 31st.  So, back in the car and this time heading straight for the car park we’d found the week before ….and we found it again.  By the time we reached the RSA it was lunchtime and as we approached the door Anita said …there’s a queue out onto the pavement!  We joined it and then waited. 

'Below Mid Hill, Luss', Acrylic & Pastel, 2009, 90 x 60 cmThankfully it was a beautiful day with bright sun and it was nice just to stand and look at these fantastic buildings.  It was also quite fun listening to some of my fellow ‘failed to get selected’ artists moaning and complaining about the long wait!   It took about an hour and a half to get to the front of the queue and I felt rather sorry for the people working there, the woman who helped us find my paintings said she hadn’t had a minutes break since 10 o’clock and she looked in desperate need for a cup of tea.  There were still many many works to be handed back so it looked like it was going to be a long day for them all, but somehow they were all still smiling and doing a great job.  We eventually got back to the studio at around 5pm …both feeling a little shattered.  All that effort not to get the work into the show.  But that really is the nature of the beast.  If you enter these large competition exhibitions the odds are well stacked against you.  You know there will probably be several thousand other hopefuls entering too and that your work will be viewed for just a matter of seconds in the selection process. 

Why put yourself through all that? 

I guess it’s the prestige of having work in an RSA exhibition, but for me it’s also the whole adventure …the drives there and back, the getting lost, the lugging of paintings across the city centre, and the inglorious queuing to get the work back a week later …but of course the next time the work might just catch the selectors eye and then it’d all seem worth it!  Try again next year…..

Walking in Circles?

On Ben Mor CoigachI took the decision back in 1990, when my sight first started to deteriorate, to carry on hill walking come what may.  Initially I bought myself a traditional walking stick in the hope that it would give me support as well as tell me a little of what the ground in front of me was doing.  My partner Anita took on the job of guide.   Well we found we could still walk on the hill like this albeit very slowly, but I really wasn’t sure about the sense of what I was doing and really wasn’t very confident.

In 2001 after moving to Scotland, I heard about a new course being run at Glenmore Lodge (Scotland’s national outdoor centre).  It was a mountain skills course for visually impaired folk …..wow!   I signed up and in September that year I did the course and without being over dramatic …it changed my life.

Summit plateau, A' Mharconaich

It was a fantastic course, but the biggest thing I got from it was the fact that I met six other visually impaired idiots like myself  …. all still wanting to climb mountains despite their lack of sight!  It was great, I wasn’t the only one.  After that, nothing could stop us and we started venturing out into the Scottish Highlands on a very regular basis, tackling many of the bigger hills. 

With the help of close friend Guy Hansford and members of our local mountaineering club Air na Creagan, I’ve clambered, felt and sworn my way over many hills and up many rocky scrambles.  Indeed, back in February 2008 Anita and I climbed our 100th Munro … A’Mharconaich, an icy plateau high up in the Drumochter hills. 

From Cul Mor, Assynt

With such limited sight I never really thought I’d be able to climb big hills again, let alone a hundred of them.  I decided therefore that I ought to write to Glenmore Lodge to tell them and thank them for running the course that gave me the confidence to do this.  To my surprise they invited me back on that years VI course …this time to do a talk about the walks and climbs I’d done.

And strangely, the paintings I do, this website and the fact that I’m writing this blog are all down to the course at Glenmore Lodge back in 2001.  If I hadn’t done it, I’d almost certainly not have had the confidence to get out so much.  It was this very intense period of hill walking and the stunning scenery that made me turn my paintings to the Scottish landscape.  I might still be drawing building sites if not for Glenmore Lodge!

In a round about way, I’m trying to explain why I’ve spent two days this week sat at my computer rather than painting in my studio.  A month ago I got an email from the Mountaineering Council of Scotland inviting me to write a short article about my walking and painting ….for their quarterly magazine ‘Scottish Mountaineer’.  The MC of S is the organisation who originally set up the ‘Mountain skills courses for the visually impaired’.  Full circle I think.